I've decided to just meet him and have that experience. Afterwards if I don't want to be with him, I can break up with him. At least then I'll know for sure.

I'm not at the best place in my life and haven't dated anyone in a long time. I don't want to hurt anyone while I'm still undecided about what I want in life. This just sorta happened, so I guess I'll ride it out and see how it goes.

I do feel like he's my boyfriend. I mean a long distance relationship is still a relationship. We talk on the phone and webcam, we exchanged birthday and x-mas gifts. Meeting face to face will just solidify all that, and I guess I'll see how I feel after it happens.