Though I labeled myself in the 90% straight, 10% gay proportion, it means something very specific, not that I would be willing to have any kind of gay sex 10% of the time. That is, if I am generally horny, most of the time I would be willing to receive a blowjob from a guy who is disease-free as long as he is not repulsively ugly. Sometimes I would be a bit hesistant, but alcohol is likely to make me less so. It would take considerably more to get me to suck another guy. I experimented with it as a teenager, but never enjoyed it. I wouldn't mind being a top, but it would take some inducement. It would have to be a really cute guy with a really nice ass, under fairly exceptional circumstances, but money could induce me a little bit.
I can say that I would never take it in my ass, however. I experimented with inserting toys, and did not enjoy it, though I am not to opposed to a finger or two massaging my prostate. There is something fundamental about it that would cause me to lose self-respect if I took any amount of payment, though by no means do I look down on those men who truly enjoy the bottom role.
I would gladly be in straight porn or in gay porn strictly as top, if the circumstances were not too shady. Unfortunately, there is too much of a bad reputation for the other entanglements of the higher-paying porn industry that I doubt it could ever happen. |