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Originally Posted by Tardis 69  I left him then, he hugged me again and said to me "if everything was coasha, he would be the happiest man in the world. (still don't understand that comment ). |
By "coasha", he means kosher, which means that everything is ok or fine. I think what he meant is, now that you've gotten that off your chest and see that he's not upset, as long as you guys stay friends, he's happy.
I've experienced what you've gone through and I think your story is an example of how that sometimes the love we feel for others is not about gay or straight, it's about individuals--the people we connect with. There are many people who fall in love who are outside the boxes we normally occupy. And that's why I think they 100% of anything is useless because there is so much variety to the world and so much potential love that there could be someone that you love who loves you and you would never expect it. I think the guy you liked felt something for you, but his own circumstances and the world he lives in wouldn't allow it to be anything that what it is, a close friendship. If you both were stranded on a desert island, than you both might have a chance together.
It's great to discover that love and even better to find that love when it can be returned the same way.