One of my friends has described me as unnapproachable and another says I have the "aura of a depressed person." And what makes it harder is it's very hard for me to approach and engage with other people. And It's really hard because the people in my life don't treat me with any kind of compassion so I feel very lonely a lot of the time. I feel only one of my friends would never think about deserting me honestly. Plus, my disease has destroyed friendships and relationships and I dunno who may turn on me next.