i think i've posted something similar before. it's difficult to not expose yourself when you are 1. large and 2. a source of ridicule from your high school. lets just say that because of my size, i became "known," and because of that, have been publicly exposed quite a few times. it was easy back in the early 90s to be exposed when we were all forced to wear short-short nylon shorts. at the school i went to, we posted our names in our shorts at the beginning of the season. they were handed out before each meet (at the meet). i found that my larges went to a small which had the lining cut out of it numerous times over 3 seasons with the high school. i would show up to a meet and have to wear shorts which were 2 sizes too small and without any additional support as i ran. i became exposed on numerous levels at numerous times.