It's much worse when women look at me in the middle of intercourse and say "I can't feel you." Or if a mutual male friend tells me a few days afterward that a girl described me as a "pencil dick." On the other hand, another girl who rejected me became a Platonic friend and often calls me after having sex with other men to tell me how big the guy was and how much he thrilled her. Her calls are incredibly exciting, and have caused me to become fascinated by large cocks and the women who enjoy them.