tbone: orcohen 666: dont worry about what your sexuality is; by the age of 19, it is what it is going to be. I love the looks I get from men in the shower at the gym, whether they are straight(or, hopefully, in my case, bi or gay) or not. Next time youre in the sauna, allow yourself to experience full arousal. dont panic; enjoy the natural reaction you experience. You have a right to your sexuality. Dont let anyone make you feel ashamed of your arousals or your feelings. Be true to yourself, and trust your instincts. If you find that you enjoy looking and being with aroused men in the nude, chances are high that you are bi or gay. Even in the most repressed sexual climates, remember there are those of us( many of us) out here as well. Life is too short not to enjoy our bodies and our sexuality. If you are still worried about your reactions to other naked men in the geographic area you live in, you can start thinking about relocation when you are older and financially ready to do so.
I recommend California, quickly becoming (along with Vermont and Hawaii), among the most gay-friendly places in the US.
T-Bone of the Central Coast of California | 
