Originally Posted by RonsGirl

You know what? I really appreciate every word you said. You took a fair amount of time to write this and I will read it a few times and think about what you are saying. I don't want to hurt anyone, myself included. And I don't know if my marriage will remain intact. I don't even know if I want it to. I only know one thing: I can feel again. I never knew I was this unhappy until this connection to the past was made. I had made the choice to put away any notion of passion and to find fullfilment with a good man in a good life. But until you experience something, you don't know what you are missing. I never went looking for anything... it came to me, so really, this whole upheaval has blindsided me. As did the passion that erupted between us. Like I said, nothing has happened yet... and yes, you are right, no one has the right to judge me. I have NEVER done anything like this post in my life. I never really even looked around much because I thought this was sort of just that... an educational site. A support group. An organization. I never expected to find a lecture on morality, although it shouldn't surprise me. However, looking around since posting this, and seeing and hearing the overt sexuality presented here, I am surprised that there is such said morality. I don't know what possessed me... this is not really my thing. I'm completely out of my comfort zone, but now that I'm here, I may as well learn something. And from your post, I will take notes! Just in case... you understand. Thank you!