Originally Posted by ampblaster

to36DD-No, that's half of the problem. My time-line has never worked, so now I'm having tons of trouble figuring out when the time actually is. I feel like I've wasted every minute of my life the last 5 years, and she's making my heart race constantly. I just don't want to fuck it up once more but not doing something about it. I am a daydreamer. I've never been a man of action. I feel I agree with what a lot of the previous posts from guys said. I'm more scared of saying "what if?" one more time then I am of her simply telling me she wasn't interested in me in that way. I don't understand why she'd go through all this trouble to get me around her if she didn't want to see if some sparks could fly.